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I got fruitful presents for my birthday this year, and thank you all for that!:)<\/p>\n
A couple of friends gave me a consultation with a woman they themselves use.<\/p>\n
I otherwise rarely\u00a0 go to any kind of treatment, but the moment this was “offered” , I had been through a heavy depression of which I could not see the reason of, ’cause I had none, and that felt weird.<\/p>\n
Later I found out that one of my pro bono clients, whom I talked to once in a while, had touched the bottom, and had been into mental hospital with heavy depression\u00a0 in the same period, so I probably “picked up” on that. It made sense.<\/p>\n
But …there is always room for development, and “new”, so I happily accepted….who does not have some kind of “issues” to go through?<\/p>\n
The lady I was sent to was a good one, knowing and humble.<\/p>\n
We worked fine, and of course I got more work to do…<\/p>\n
My friends picked me up, after the “treatment”, and I was guest by them a couple of days…<\/p>\n
In the days, they were (wonderful and sweet people as they are) very concerned about allowing me time “to process”, I was left alone in Nature, given time and space, asked if I was ok, and so on. Very respectful!<\/p>\n
So there I was, out from my comfort zone, told that I had to “process”… Usually, I work a different way, but I guessed “things” are somehow the same, are they?<\/p>\n
The “process theme” went right to my brain, I started thinking “how you do this?”, no go… I felt “lost” like a kid who did not know what or how to do… (please do not laugh about me…)<\/p>\n
Thinking…Loss of time and precious energy…<\/p>\n
If I called it “ground the power”, “connect to nature\/to yourself”, “let go, and relax”, “digest”, …it felt better, more true…<\/p>\n
…”feel\/ allow the energy move in you”… , “rely on the energy\/movement reset you”…<\/p>\n
Even “more right”…<\/p>\n
Peace came to me at last, and I forgot all about “the process”…<\/p>\n
That is probably when it really started to happen…<\/p>\n
The “process” was then finally “allowed to be”,<\/p>\n
and it is rolling…<\/p>\n
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