Mother Father Willow,
you who bend gently to the Winds,
you who survive all Weather,
flexible, strong, ever growing,
here I come to take some Branches
for our Sweatlodge, for our People.
And, gently, you show them, and give them to me.
Thank you Willow.
You maybe know the feeling…
Entering an old Garden.
How does one “know”
that IT IS an old Garden?
One “knows”, no doubt.
The Place has been taken care of.
By Nature,
and by Human Hand.
A common Creation,
Care, Patience,
much Love,
and Work.
There is Room for many Beings,
and each Being has its Space.
And…
There is Room for some Wild,
some Unexpected,
some Surprises, also.
Completion,
Harmony,
Peaceful,
Resting and Growing.
The Spirit of each Being
is respected.
Living in Communion,
Living in Unity.
Let us Learn from this, 🙂
Let us Be like old Gardens.
There is the Portal.
No limits than the Skies.
Light is strong, enormous,
All pervading.
Imerge in the Beauty of Plenty,
and Growth,
and Life.
Later,
tomorrow,
do not exist.
Walking by the Sea…
Something on the edge, where Water and Sand meet,a Snake, alive and well…a poison Snake! A Viper!
She was beautyful, what was she doing there? People passed and commented…None of us dared to move her…
Talked to her for a long time, watched her…
considering if she was supposed to be there for a reason?
considering if she had dropped from a Birds beak, and was sick?
considering Kids and People, and Dogs being bit by her?
considering if she really wanted to go to the Sea?
considering if I could and should allow me to play God, and try to remove her? And would I dare?
considering….
She was suddenly gone, taken by a Wave…Too much considering….time out! I got up and felt weird…
Could sense it was an exceptional meeting, but could not get a clear message…
Gone, over…
No! She was back! Laying a couple of meters away!
I took it like a sign, went to check her once more, she was fine, looking, trancing again at the Waters…
I told her I will be back… but no stick to pick nowhere…No stick, no stick one stick , but short…
“You are going to do this Ada, you can do it”, I was scared…and the stick was short…
I finally tried, with all my Love, and my Love was stronger than Fear… And I succeded… She fell, and was picked up again…until we came closer to the area where Snakes live…
And … I caressed her many times, she allowed me to, she looked like she appreciated even…
Wonderful!
And then she turned back, and looked at me. And then she was gone…
I felt blessed.
And why I am telling you this?
Love is stronger than Fear, a sweet reminder to me, maybe to you also…
It is there now!
Growing, exploding…
Bathe in it,
Take it all in,
Breathe it all in…
Beings are Blossoming,
and so can We…
Get out there NOW,
it is SO FRESH,
SO AMAZING!
🙂
… how come I only talk “Nature” and “Human things” here, not about Visions or Spirit talk.
I may have said it already,but some ask. So I will explain again.
Visions and Spirit talks are private matter in my opinion, and I share them occasionally with who it is needed to be shared with, or in my teachings training, or at times at workshops and ceremonies, when I feel “allowed to”.
I feel they are very intimate stories, secret stories, that have to be respected as such. They could be used to “make my ego grow”, to impress, to gain power on you, to “buy” you, to show how “amazing I am”…
No, no! There are teachings which stay “inside”, and teaching which “can be shared”, and so it is with me.
Though, when I had to write my book, many stories were “released”, but it was hard to do…
And, most stories are so specific and special, that another person may judge them either to be very “important” or very “humble”… and some of them are, but to the one who receives them, they are just blessings, and when we receive them, our Souls are enriched. They are not “to be sold” in any ways.
Learning techniques, in the digital era, plenty, everywhere, so that I do not write about either…
Illumination, Extatic moments, Nothingness, Fullness, Rapture, Visions are private and Sacred, and to be kept and respected as such.
This is the explanation, and my way. Others may have other ways, and believe different. Everyone is right, if they are honest with what they say and do.
Hope you understand.
Pieces of my Soul as gifts? All the photographs here on the homesite are mine, to share …
…
Our Earth, our Plants and Animals were thirsty,
Our Waters sinking more and more…
Our little Rivers drying up…
Every time I “try” to complain about Rain,
even with one single Thought,
my Helpers touch my Head and say
“Remember, you are not alone, you People, here!”
“It is not all about you, and what you like!”
“Love, love the Rain, the Waters…”…
Everything is shining NOW,
polished, renewed…
The celestial Shower,
another Blessing …
The Earth Snakes are out Dancing and drinking,
Birds are singing much!,
Blossoms and Leaves are opening…
Have a Rain shower!
It is powerful!
It is wonderful,
It is Healing!
And the Sun will be back,
and Life will again explode
in all its Beauty!
While You were…
here, there…
in the Infinite Circle
of that Moment,
half Asleep, half Awake,
Struggling,
Crying
and Smiling,
back into your Mother’s Womb,
released from your Mother’s Womb,
into your own Womb,
under the Rain of Petals,
We loved You fully…
You were Fragile,
and You were Strong,
You were Present,
You were Truth…
You,
Us,
You in Us,
and Us in You…
Your Sorrow,
your Joy,
Our Sorrow,
Our Joy.
And as You rose,
to cross the Gate
to the Other Side,
We rose with You.
…
You came back,
to Embrace Us
with your new Smile…
Welcome, and…
Be well, Sister,
Be well, Sisters!
Thank You from my Heart.
Long time passed, since the last larger ceremonies.
I was invited to do a combination of rite of passage, (birthday, marriage, and ending of education), connected with a Womanhood ceremony. And in corona times, distance, no holding hands, etc.
Sounds “serious”? It certainly was!
Many unknown Women with all kinds of background and belief system, to connect for a purpose…
Many different Flowers, in the Field of her Life!
We started by “uniting”, then “worked on her”, and our support was great, until she moved through the “invisible/visible” door to her Future.
Then she came “back” to us, and we went on together, all, celebrating Sisterhood, Womanhood, Life in all its facets.
It was fantastic for us all , I could feel it, and see it, the few times I remembered to open my eyes.
So much dedication, so much depth!
And, I fell in Love with them all, and in doing ceremonies again.
That is one of the best parts of my work.
Creating Union, and Magic, Together! 🙂
Spring is here, finally!
Birds are singing much, everything is opening, blossoming…
the Sun is back!
Many of us are released, happy and hopeful,
many of us are in a grey state of confusion and waiting,
many of us are in psychic exhaustion …
Extremes, maybe more than before…
Every word, every touch, every thought, extreme,
maybe more than before…
If you are happy, enjoy your high tide 🙂
if you are grey, enter the Greyness,
if you are exhausted, rest…
There is no blame, no right and wrong,
it is all happening, and it will move again,
let the Waves touch you, and feel them…
it is like Breath…
eternal Breath,
and it is all in the Mind.
Sending my Love to you,
whoever you are,
be you, that is plenty!
It is strange times,
and we are going through it,
Together…
It is Spring!
And right now it is raining,
Precious Drops on our Precious Earth.
so…
External manifestations of “human folly”?
We made motorways for bykes, in some forests,
so some can run real fast…
so some of us get even stressed there…
And we even walk “one way” because of corona…
sheeeeeep, sheeeep, sheeeep…
(maybe it is reasonable, but weird)…
in the earlier days it was for cars,
but now it is for all…:)
We walk, and talk and talk,
and make lots of noises…
wherever we are,
like “all space” belonged to us…
(but at least we are alive!)
Aren’t we funny,
(or is it sad ?)…
OOOOOH…Human folly!
It is best to smile,
and take it easy…
EXTERNAL ISSUES only?
This too will hopefully pass…
Just in case, unless you know it,
avoid Forests close to the city
in the weekends, if you wish for Peace,
Or learn to disappear!
(good learning) 🙂
Alone,
or lonely ?
Before corona, and now.
Corona color…
Is there a difference,
before and now?
Limitation color,
Is that all?
Are we cheating ourselves?
Are we making it “bigger” than it is?
Maybe…
Energy, Love, Spirit…
Go beyond it all…
and we still get trapped
in Duality and Doubt,
forgetting all the Gifts we got.
Fuck corona!
……
It is a Hindrance,
or is it a Learning?
Probably both.
It surely is
a “little” part
of our Infinite,
Beauty full Reality.
Fight or Accept, Flow or ?
are our Choices.
Let us be Present,
Gentle,
Vulnerable,
and Strong.
Can we make it work?
… this time …
it was me who
was falling…
Pain,
and Sadness,
and Loneliness,
and…
Power down.
We are all,
Sensitive Souls,
going through
heavy times,
times of Doubt,
and Sorrow,
and Peace,
and Hope.
From the Hole bottom,
Love was long gone story,
forgotten,
and so were Friends…
and Spirit…
Mother Nature
was the one left,
and it is Healing me,
as it can Heal you…
It is so called…
“experience of Life”
…Smile…
Take care of You,
and the Others,
(when you can).
Good lesson,
good reminder 🙂
…and now the Sun is there,
and the People are there,
and the Smiles are there,
and the Colors are there,
and it is getting GREEN!
Girls and boys hug…
We discovered each other’s Eyes,
behind the silly masks.
We discovered what it means
to be a ” little more alone”,
so now we (maybe)
know the difference,
and who is there,
and who is not,
and what we wish and need,
and what we don’t.
Care and Love we deserve,
and Friends to warm our Heart.
Forgive them,
if they were not there
while you were suffering…
We all do what we can,
and that is it.
Life and Time go on,
and they will Heal us…
(oh, “my God”!
so much Patience needed!…)
My wise Friend says…
“Planetary conditions are at the moment…harsh…and sharp…”,
and so is the condition of our World right now…
Confusion, doubts, loneliness, depression, for some…
Great Joy and Power for others…
Extreme swings and opposites…
We wait, and wait,
and nothing seems to resolve…
Or we drink Acceleration,
and get drunk from it,
loosing Earth connection…
or we are “numb”.
The change (again), seems to be “major”,
and, again,
“violent”…
Whatever the case is,
we are asked to be “in charge”,
to keep our Hearts opened,
to be fully true and honest to ourselves,
to be extremely patient and sensitive,
loving, strong and fragile,
and extremely kind and humble.
So let us do “that”,
what feels “right”…
And be aware of the “bubble”:)
Of course, we can do it,
we did it before…
even it may be hard,
never mind…
We are not alone.
Trying to be positive…
I came to think that Spring
(this time) in Denmark,
is like a “bad” orgasm…
One “waits and waits”,
it looks like “it is coming”,
and it “cheats” again and again…
Well, we better be patient then…
Do “something about it”,
“accept it”,
or “create it inside”…
(smile…)
Look around you, smile!
Light has grown until this moment, the moment of “Balance”. From now It will shine even brighter, and Illuminate everything, for a while. Light, Life Energy.
Reflect fo a while…Our world is still there, and we are Growing, if we allow ourselves to, like everything around us. Like the fresh new Plants, we are opening, transforming…
We shine, even when we think we do not…
Expand where we need to, and retreat, where we need to. Let us be honest, and grateful. Let us…
Turn on our Fire, and our Inner Fire. Cleanse, bless, and be blessed. Allow the Sun to touch us, charge us, show us, and teach us. Let us…Breathe through the process. Let us…
Give respect and greetings to All we are receiving and giving, and for all the Beings who are touching our Hearts. And to ourselves, we are Magic! And they are!
Light and Shadow, it all needs to Be. See the Lights, and see the Shadows. Let us…
Plant a strong and sweet Prayer into the Garden of Concious, into the Garden of Dreams, for who and what we Care for.
Let us… Share with our Friends, whoever or whatever they are, in any way we feel we can.
And remember Earth, the Skyes, and the Beyond.
Have a lovely day and celebration!
From and through
Infinite Space,
into a Male
into a Female,
into Inner Water,
into Matter,
into Air,
into Fire,
into Earth,
into Reality.
And later…
leaving Reality,
leaving Earth,
leaving Fire,
leaving Matter,
leaving Air,
leaving Water,
back to
Infinite Space.
Lately, inspired by a friend, I started to “recollect” and write down my “older” (in time) shamanic experiences.
Most of them will remain “private”, and some I feel I can share.
This one belongs to 2000, when I travelled to Peru.
I was of course visiting the sacred site of Machu Picchu, the day after reaching it from the Inca trail (three days walk, up first, and down after, the picture on my front page here on the homepage, belongs to the path going down through the jungle).
So, I was so extremely lucky that the weather was uncertain, and not so many visitors…
Among other places, I reached the “World’s center” up up, a very particular sacred stone you may have seen in photos from there. It was raining lightly, and I was alone. Spectacular view.
Respectfully, and very carefully, I sat by the Stone, and contacted it. I closed my eyes, prayed for the World, and asked for a “private message” about my work (if, if…)
At the moment I opened my eyes again, the Rainbow appeared, and everything stood still.
“All Colors, All Colors” the Rainbow’s message was.
I stayed in the silent Bliss of the moment, then thanked, and moved on. That was it.
I felt very honored, and deeply thankful. I understood the message.
All Colors were us, the People, all kinds, all colors, all races, all characters and all beliefs. All One, all Sacred.
That was what I had to deal with.
I was on the “right” path!
Before, and, even more, after, I try to honor and practice this teaching both in my Life and in my work, even it is not always easy.
And when my Patience is “shaken”, I always remember the Rainbow.
I created a “new mantra” today…
I BETTER NOW REMEMBER,
THE DRAMAS ARE EXTERNAL…
(or the new “version of the day”)
IST IST IST…
THE DRAMAS DON’T EXIST!
They both ” almost” rhyme,
and one can even sing “the favourite one! 🙂
(if one believes it is true,
or to put a little more room between us and the dramas,
it is all in the mind! ).
It keeps going on and on, and we all are fed up, and tired of it.
It does in fact not have as much power as it sounds, or may look like, (unless we got family and friends sick, dying or dead, the fact we cannot travel, pressure on kids and families, and more).
But…
The monster is “just a sickness”, one of the many many, though a dangerous one, but still…
It does put limitations on our lives, for this time, SO WHAT?
Let us call it an “uncomfortable exercise”…
WE ARE MASTERS IN ADAPTING, that is why we still are here.
We still got LIFE! WE ARE LIVING!
We are in a new situation, and we complain because “things are not as they used to be”?
A different situation, a challenge, WHAT A BLESSING, LET US USE THAT!
We still fall in love, make troubles, solve riddles… WE ARE MOVING ON!
As a SIDE EFFECT, it does create POTENTIAL for US TO GROW, and many of us noticed that.
LET US LEARN TO DISINTANGLE FROM ITS APPARENT DOMAIN.
And AS WE LEARN this, WE CAN USE IT TO GROW,
and APPLY THE TEACHING TO EVERYTHING WE DO NOT NEED.
LET US DISCARD FOOLISH APPARENT “POWERS” THAT HAS NO REAL POWER ON US.
We are FREE .
We are still fed up and tired, BUT WE CAN TAKE IT.
Of course…:)
take care, be well!
A friend wrote to my boyfriend a text saying :
” I am a mess!”
My friend wrote back :
” It will pass, and everything will be alright!”…
My first reaction was…(but I had many)…
“Welcome to the path of Awareness”…
(and one could also call it “Welcome to the club” ?:)
the second was…
“Mess? Life!”
and on…
“What do you mean?”
(“Maybe you need a hug, or a hand?”)
and on …
…”Be grateful!
From mess to creation!”…
and on…
“Let us have a big deep laugh together”…
and on…
…”You are a shining Light,
in a moment of earthy challenge”…
and on…
…”Remember the power of words!”…
and on…
and then …
came the brain
and “therapeutic ways”,
but I avoided to move further…
I better talk
or not talk to him soon.
… He did not write me,
he did not ask what to do,
and… I am not his therapist…
My wise boyfriend says I think too much,
maybe he is right…
🙂
Gratitude
opens
doors
in our Hearts,
in our World
and in the
Invisible One.
It seems to me that…
In “spiritual and human matters”,
both the “teacher” and the “pupil” inspire,
and get inspired.
They both
discover
much or little,
what they
already knew,
but, alone,
could not “see”.
I am your Earth,
You are my Rain.
Only
Together
We
can
Create,
and
Grow.
I am not much of a net person, just starting… but I do see some things there, like most everyone.
Last night, after work, I went to my boyfriend , who was watching You Tube, a part where hurt or sick Eagles
are collected and rescued, when possible, and helped back to their Lives.
It was very touching, like every time one sees or experiences a Being helping another Being, much Compassion and Love.
And there is much on the rescue theme, as you probably know.
Then, since we are curious, we wanted to see more Mars pictures, but could not find them yet. Instead, we found
a panel of experts from Nasa, answering questions to whoever would call and ask.
And, (surprise surprise), children were calling, and time was given to answer them also. One could say, “Of course,
that is how it should be!”
We all agree, and let us give more of that respect, they are our future!
What a sweet sweet World we ALSO have!
… Right after the many days of Ice and Cold,
I saw the first dancing Mosquito from my window.
Early one, but it was dancing!
Spring is here soon,
Life is here Awake,
and we landed on Mars.
At times, when I am lucky, I find good messages all over. This one I have had for a long long time on my table, and I am reading it every day. Who or where it came from, I do not remember, maybe Miguel Ruiz, maybe Byron Katie, maybe someone else…
Anyway, I like to share it with you, for inspiration and reflection. My little paper says:
NOTHING OF WHAT YOU THINK IS TRUE.
TO KNOW THIS IS FREEDOM.
And most often it is like that 🙂
I was working for a friend some days ago. An important message from my Helpers was that she she should take care of herself with Kindness and Gentleness, which I told her of course.
But then I was wandering about the two words. Was it not the same thing?
Apparently not, since Helpers said both. So I went looking on Wikipedia 🙂 , and I like to share with you.
Kindness seems to contain Amability, showing Consideration for others, it is marked by acts of Generosity and Care, and is not concerned with expectations, rewards, or praise.
Gentleness seems to be more like a virtue, Mildness, “resistance” to brutality, does not submit to tyranni or violence, and responds with tender Awareness to others’s experience of pain. Then of course one can “go deeper”…
Both were described as “concepts” to apply/use on others. But we can use them on ourselves too. 🙂
Gentle Loving (I add) Kindness…how beautiful! Beautiful …Like a Flower.
Let us put a little more of that into our Lives, and our Relations.
every time,
a Gift of Freshness,
for our Life…
like the Beauty
of a Rose.
