“For many years I lived feeling “wrong”, “forced” myself to be “social” at all times. I felt I needed peace, but did not think I deserved it, and thought that was egoistic, “wrong” and “unworthy”.
One day a friend proposed to do a test, I normally do not do these things, but on that day I did. The test was about performance, how and when one works best etc., a long and actually interesting and “serious” one.
At the end of course, the results: surprise, surprise, I was an INTROVERTED! I had always thought the opposite, but it never felt quite right.
What was I? What had I been?
I had never ever considered that an “explanation” could “help”, or that a definition, a name, a box, a label, could change anything at all!
I am not fond of “boxes”, but I did feel “released” somehow.
Some kind of “mistery” was dissolved, the “monster” was just that!
The “monster” was my pattern, and not me.
Since then, I could understand and accept myself a little more.
I am an introverted, I am true to myself , I may work on it, and change but .. I am alright! :)”
….maybe more of a concept, than a “real thing” for some.
Very good exercise here: put a Stone on anything higher that you, and that can shake, in any position that is not too sure, in an unbalanced balance, and do things right under it.
If you are busy enough, at some point you will forget about the Stone, and if you are really busy, you will forget it completely.
Be very busy right under the Stone, until you come to shake the thing, and the Stone falls on your Head or on your Feet.
Sure after a few “damn!” and maybe some Pain, you will understand what I mean.
You felt better before. Be thankful for yesterday, where the Stone was not there, and that the Stone did not damage you so much, or kill you.
The more I am with/meet/listen to People, the more my horizon about the complexity and the Beauty and the Pain we contain expands.
I am fascinated by all differences and similarities, challenges and solutions, gifts and perversions we all contain, by our stories, the strangest ones, the dramas, the victories.
I see Hearts opening, showing their Inner Jewel, whatever the Jewel is, “good” or “bad”, “happy” or “painful”.
I feel Truth about what/who we are, I learn, and my Respect and my Compassion grow.
Sweet Jesus, they say you were a good man and you did and said good things.
On Easter days, you are remembered and celebrated, your great suffering and dying, and your Ressurrection…
You moved against untruth, profit and idols, and You put the Innocent and the Poor higher. You teached us Humbleness and showed us Miracles. You tought us to keep on the way of Love and Compassion, on the way of Forgiveness…
Many of us are good People, and still we suffer and “get crucified” many times in many ways, and we carry pain…
We die, in a different way than You, but we still die, and, in a different way than you, some of us get Reborn, and others stay dead inside.
Sweet Jesus, if You are there, help the People in trouble.
Whether we believe, we choose to believe, or we just do not mind to “give it a try”, it has been “shown” in a few ways that Water does or “seems” to have a memory.
Mr. Emoto’s photos on Water chrystals treated “good” or “bad”and few others experiments done worldwide seem to give us “proof” of another possibility we do have to change our Lives and our World for better.
Therefore we also have another responsability, to do our best for common good, ourselves, the next generations, and the Planet.
I am sure many People are already working on it, in many ways, but why not add to it?
Why not have more Respect for the Water we use everyday, why not bless our Water before we drink it, why not bless the Water inside ourselves, why not put a thought of Love and Healing when we enter our Oceans, why not pray Healing into small Stones and Crystals to release into our larger Waters?
It only costs Awareness, Intent, and a little time.
On the last ceremony I was part of, we all blessed and put our Love, one by one, into the Water taken from a Lake in a vessel, and we released it back to the Lake after. So easy can it be done. How much it works? Who knows, but Love and Healing work always, at least some.
For some of us who love ceremonies, let us do more of them. I INVITE YOU on 11 april (coming FullMoon) to do this again. We will start on Amager fælled, and we will relaease our Water by Islands Brygge coastline.
For you who are “discrete”, or want to “do your thing in your own way” , do it your way.
Anything helps!:) And thanks to all who will do.
Ps: let us meet by me in Ballonparken at 19.00, and work outdoor if possible afterwards. Please sign up by text/sms, latest one day in advance. Bring “sacred Water” and small Crystals (if you have), Water to drink, and a bottle (if you wish to have some “blessed Water” back).
In the name of development , freedom, equal rights, and more. We know that many of our Sisters are still oppressed, ignored, kept prisoners, and abused.
On this day we remember our Ancestor Mothers, all the Ones who have been fighting for our independency (Women and Men), and thank them all.
We send strong Prayers of Healing for the wounded and suffering Ones (and possibly do some “real action” too).
And we meditate/celebrate together or alone, creating and/or remembering healthy and powerful images of ourselves, and all our dear female Friends.
You are welcome by my Fire on this day (Women and Men).
I was out in Nature, after visiting my old Father, who laid in intensive care at the hospital.
It “happened” all by itself, and I realized I was praying. I was strange, and it felt good. It came all the way from my deepest place, inside.
Prayer does not need a special form, it belongs to Mankind and not to Churches. It does not need sophisticated words, it can be done anywhere, anytime, anyhow. And it does not even need to be dedicated to a superior Being…
Thankfulness or good wishes… Prayer will blossom in our Hearts.
On the last FullMoon, we started by open eyes meditation indoor, by the window… Beautyful Moon, beautyful Light. On the next Night I meditated alone from the same window.
A Mouse came, on both Nights, collecting the left overs from the little Birds, small, and speedy… just in front of the window.
After the second night, I woke up early, with my head talking, talking much. Apart from the talking head, everything was fine. Fire was on, fine fresh Air coming in, the Crow was singing, the Blackbird was sitting on his branch, everything was perfect. Still the head kept talking.
Back to the Now, back to the Now…
I suddenly remembered the Mouse, active on both Nights.
Maybe what it had shown us, maybe its message was “Do not think, do!” ?? 🙂