“After the Storm,

the Sun will be back”…

I heard this through my Life.

Now that I am “old and wise????”

I’ d rather say:

“After the Storm,

something else will happen”…

Some of us, at least, will agree on the “lessons” (if we may call them this way) of this weird and confusing time.

We try to navigate as well as possible, keeping ourselves open to who and what we feel for.

We may doubt, we may fall in quiet/or loud desperation, and we rise again, or we may feel ok.

“Bananas” it goes, or so we are told…But…

We Humans are adaptable, “good” or “bad” as this may be…

And, as a friend says “negative has become positive” right now…(see test results:)

A potential “lesson” I became aware of, (or maybe I already had, but it is forgotten now), is the unpredictability of this moment in time…

Things are changing again and again…

“Unpredictability” is always there in our Lives, we just tend to “forget” it, in our “need and wish  for security”.

It is like a “wake up call”, a violent “shake”, an earthquake, happening all around, and inside ourselves.

It can be compared to a “Death”, or to the carpet being taken away under our feet. We stumble, and sometimes fall, but we learn big time.

In this case, it all may be blown extra up by media, but our ability to “be with” change and “deal with it” is still a serious and important quality!

So, we are “tested” on how we manage, how we act/react, what and how we do to live through this, not just survive.

In our “very predictable world” of “we got everything we need, and much more”, electricity, food, devices, and so on, we are “shaken”… Maybe we will become a little more humble?

Appreciate and praise what “really matters”, choose, discard, clean up, and

… See what is left.

Take care, be well!

Whom or what do we belong to,

and why/if do we have the urge?

And at the same we talk loud,

and praise,

and look for Freedom?

Can the two  align,

and can they collide?

Is it a “real need”,

or something we have “learned”

to believe is “necessary”?

When we say “my”, and “mine”,

does it make sense at all?

If we are One,

we “belong” already…

And are we free then?

Since we belong to Creation…

to Life and Death,

and the tribe of Human kind,

if we belong to Spirit

what more do we need?

The “corona monster”, like a few other “monsters” is still thriving…

Now, the new “corona monster” is maybe coming…

I hear and see us, and even me, getting “nervous”, again, again.

How and why to remove our Fear,

when Fear is a “normal”, human,

and even healthy reaction to “unwished stuff”?

I try to figure it out…

So…I…

Look at the “Monster”,

Whatever “monster” it is,

and whatever consequences the “monster” creates, as objective as possible

(remove for a moment the “Passion” attached to it, if one can, one can always try).

(Breathe deep!:)

Look into myself,

and see what consequences my reaction creates, and FEEL IT.

(Breathe deep!:)

Look and see what consequences it creates in my Life

and social Relations (again, as objective as possible).

(Breathe deep!:)

Choose what I want to contribute with,

and to GIVE ON  to our Human family,

and to the Global Energy on Earth…

(Breathe deep:)

Do I wish to enlarge the Fear,

Or do I want to embrace it, and make it a Friend,

So that it is not so scary, and not so “important” any more?

Come on Fear, show your “real face”,

Come on “monsters” , show yourselves!

(Breathe deep:)

And any time “it” comes back,

The “new mantra” I will repeat…

And I will REMEMBER all the “good stuff” STILL GOING ON:).

(And breathe deep).

Words are Symbols, therefore powerful.

A “Thank you!” is not “just words”.

Knowing what we all know by now,

and remembering the  Effect and the Power of Gratitude,

not barely when we address the Spirit World,

but also when we deal within our Society, and  with each each other,

we may remember to express it, when we mean it,

to acknowledge and empower the one who has shared, given, or “done something”  for/to us.

It will  warm both Hearts.

Thank you!

So, it seems not to stop: we are still getting sick, some of us die.

Are we told the “truth”, are we told “lies”, not to me to judge, everyone is free to believe in anything that fits them.

Though…

However we choose to consider this “thing”, it seems to be happening, and it seems to continue, all around.

Ignoring it completely would be, in my opinion, a little “silly”… Or?

Fixing “too much” on it would be, (in my opinion), creating extra “paranoia”, and taking our focus away from the rest of our Lives, from the thousand ways we have to improve and grow, from our otherwise “corona-free” Relations, and so on…(think that we came so far…it does not need to be so bloody important! Or?)…

F… CORONA, (work with HEALTH and  ENERGY instead!)

Now, in some countries (and growing), governments are trying to push it so far that one may loose one’s job if one denies vaccination…

Insanity, most of us will agree, and a violent attack on our Freedom, but…

What “reasonable” options are there? Test,test, some say.

Or…that we all get sick, and see what happens, who stays and who goes? Maybe. I got no solution, like most of us, only questions.

The worst of all this happening right now, is the POLARIZATION of our opinions.

Some of us are becoming extreme, and angry (anxiety=fear= anger=stress causes unbalance in our systems, we all know by now, we got “better” to do!), and…

Communication stops between the “two opinion groups”, when we get to that subject.

We are loosing each other!!!!

We are disconnecting!!!

We are becoming “enemies”, “soldiers” against “soldiers”, it can turn to war!

What on hell are we doing?

Don’t we need to be CAREFUL?

Do we wish, do we need “this extra war” in our World, between our Friends and Families?

Is “so little” needed to fuck us all up?

Is it that we are choosing?

Disrupt communication, one of our most precious things? Battle each other, instead of “fighting” for other important matters?

Our Earth is sick, and we get lost in “this”?

Have we become so “foolish”? Do we really wish to loose our precious time  in “bad energy?”.

Or, maybe, “this” has arrived to give us a possibility to grow, see clearly where and how we get stuck, and develop from there? Then we could almost call it a “blessing in disguise”?…

We all, each one, have the “right”and “duty” to discern and to express our meaning.

Should we not try to TALK about this with each other, from both “parties”? See if we can find “reasonable” points where we still can DEAL with each other and try to live “in harmony” , SUPPORTING one another through this tough time?

Use our energy for PEACE and STOPPING POLLUTION INSTEAD?

If I had “real” solutions, they would be written here now. Grounding is always helpful, relating to Earth, and letting go of our “upset” nerves, and aggressions.

From the shamanic point of view, this is an unbalance created as reaction to something else: for the ones who believe in prayers, positive energy, thankfulness, blessings, and offerings, we got much to do, and we need to.

We need to talk to Nature, and to Spirit.

Otherwise…

Choose COMMUNICATION!

Think, feel, and try to SHARE your opinion, in RESPECT. If we try, we may succeed!

So we can MOVE FORWARD, in PEACE!.

Letters…

…went out of fashion most places, what feels like ages ago, long away in the past.

Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, lucky me! I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!

Reading it touched me… But I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I finally did.

How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem! Like in those “old days”, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished…..I had forgotten how it felt:  it felt good and strong and intimate and true.

I came to consider…

My handwriting, energy and concentration (or if you want let go and open), my Heart and the time dedicated to the letter, all those “gifts”… given to a paper to be received by someone… an old friend… Investment of… for a human purpose…Important! A gift of energy!

A humble, simple and beautiful experience, alive again….:)

No wonder we still use it in “personal development” or in “therapy”… 🙂

The price of the sending was another story, horrible high, but what do do? Our world has changed, and we have changed, has it? Have we?

Autumn is coming…

And let us fall in Love with its Colors,

Embrace its Transforming Power,

its Silence, and its Messages.

A “new” Time,

an “old” Time,

Change.

Friends…

Sharing from and through the Heart.

Turning each other’s Fire of Truth and Inspiration on,

Accepting, supporting, and kicking each other to Grow.

Thank you, and Bless you Friends,

whatever Realm you belong to.

To add to TO DO LIST :

BLESS ANYTHING and ANYBODY YOU FEEL FOR…

and TRY TO BLESS ANYTHING  and ANYBODY YOU DO NOT FEEL FOR…

( good, important “exercises”, both! )

Enjoy!

…We got it all!

Oooooh,

never ending Waves…

Expressing, expressing,

painting our Lives

with delicate and violent Colors,

and no Color at all…

When we see others,

when we see ourselves,

we see it all…

we are it all.

At times,

we can see Behind,

Humanity in Movement,

Searching and Growing,

Stuck,

Falling, and Getting up again

and …

our Lights, our Souls.

Let’s try to Love these Human Beings.

It is so easy to get distracted, it is so easy to get confused and lost, we all are aware of this.

In times like now, with sickness, crises, Human and Nature serious challenges, it is even easier.

We may fall, we may forget.

We may be distracted or fascinated by the power of Drama, abandon ourselves to that, or turn into selfpity, depression, apathy, anger, and selfdistruction, or grow in condamnation, ignore, or turn back and just polish our Ego, without Giving.

We may forget our part of Responsibility, and our Power. Or…We may forget to ask for a Hand, or for a Heart to listen to us, to Share…

Of course, we may “rest there” for a while, it is natural and human to follow the Waves, rise and fall, but…

Good news are that, whatever happens “out there”, or “in there”, does not need to damage us, it can help us grow.

Sensitivity and Sensibility are high, we are Vulnerable, and therefore Strong.

Our Light is still there,  we belong to Life… We are Life!

We are precious, we can choose, and we can make it.

Let us listen to our Hearts, and be grateful for Life, however it expresses itself.

Be well, be blessed, and send Prayers to All…

Take care.