On the last equinox I was given a new thing to do, from my Spirit helpers. They said I have to write some letters to You, People.
I follow their guidance and what they tell me to do: it is often challenging.
But, ok, no discussion: writting letters to You?
What am I going to write about? Why? Who am I to do this? Implicit and in essence, another “exercise” in being honest, no filters, no guru position hopefully, open and as clear as possible, as direct from the heart as I can, completely. Can I do this?
Often in the preparation of, during specific rituals, or in the sweatlodge, I had to do this,”extra deep”: scrap down to the bones, no bullshit…It may be my cross, it maybe my strenght, probably both. A worthy cross to bear, or polishing the Yewel of “Truth”… One can preceive it many ways.
It has “invaded” my whole Life now, it takes more and more over, I think You know what I mean, and I know many of You out there go through the same.
Cleaning, and cleaning, and clearing. Again and again, even at times we try to hide it, we cheat, and make everyone else believe how far and stable and strong we have become…We are People…
We are good, People, and we are doing a good job, People…
It may be painful, but it is worth it! At times all turns upside down, still we are doing good! At times we shake all the way into our innermost Being, we shake and question, and maybe find no answer…
Still we are doing it! And we keep on!
So, the first letter to You is now done: I salute You from my Heart, and bow in respect to Us… In spite of our challenges, we work to live in Truth to ourselves, to do what we can. Ho!