Silence took most of my Summer plans away, leaving both an EmptyFullness, a deep Gratitude,
(and a big hole in my activities)…
Then, I fell, and hit my knees: I had been on “high alert” for months now, much much to do…no surprise, really… Movement got stuck!
Scared I got, realizing the enormous importance of “healthy legs” (especially for me) , but Hope and Trust in my Body, and a big deep Gratitude helped to get better, and then…
Suspended in Time…
As my Garden exploded in Flowers, so did my Friends in visiting…
Beauty and Life , and Colors and Sharing,
my Garden became the Temple of Great Moments of Nearness, of new and deeper Contacts,
of Contemplation of Nature, Sky, Wind and Sun, and…
Humans, Humming Bees , Insects and Butterflies, potent, full Life expressing thousand ways.
Abundance and Intimacy…
If that was what I had forgotten, and it was, apparently, somehow,
I fell in Love again with my Reality, and You who are in it, however You are in it…
It has happened before, in periods, shorter, longer.
Some of it was guided from my Helpers, some of it was my “stop the world, I want to get out protest” (especially from the media). The difference between the two is very clear, the effects overlap.
It started in Autumn, and is still going on.
I have little contact through the media, even less than before, (meaning you People may end “forgetting me”) , I probably “miss” picking up new clients, opportunities and happenings.
Am I? Maybe.
But what to do? Following my Helpers and the Inner Voice, or following the World?
Constructing things, when I feel I got Nothing to say, for the sake of standing by everybody else, who pretend they have something to say?
No.
I have to Follow, wherever it takes me.
Many things are moving, in this Silence.
Choices are changing, “No” has become just as important as “Yes”, Veils are falling away…
Some breaking downs, and some reconstructions.
Some kind of new Clarity.
It is an interesting time, and a little scary too.
I have been thinking if this could be “the older age” approaching, but I do not really feel old…
Maybe some new Wisdom, slowly manifesting from Beyond, refining my Being, my Energy?
Maybe preparing for Death? (one of the many, or the last one?).
And, again, and as usual, thinking does not solve anything.
I may still have something to say, it is just not the “right time”…
My “contribution” to the World in this period comes in other ways, that are quiet.
Before you enter this Adventure, I would ask you to keep at least two hours FREE: free from mobile, free from things to do, free from the “World”, as much as possible.
It is not casual you read this, neither we meet in this way through words, just in Spirit.
You there, me here, still together.
You do know the Equinox is about Balance, Light/Dark, in all its possibilities and facets.
If you like to Reflect on this in your Life, and on the Earth, you are welcome, but today we will work otherwise.
Read the following couple of times, so you remember, and can guide yourself through it, or take notes.
Should you forget something, it is totally ok, would you wish to change something, it is also okay.
Welcome!
Visualize (or imagine) Energy and Spirit all around you and inside of you, in whatever fashion you may “understand it”.
Breathe deep a few times, and let go…
Take the Wow of Offering this “Special Time” and dedicate your Ceremony to the Good of All Beings (you and I are included, we are all One), thank for the opportunity, and the Magic that will come.
Park “the Judge” at your Entrance (or Exit), and start walking, (or you you cannot, imagine that you are).
Walk in Silence, (by Nature, or Water, if possible), on your own speed, your favourite.
As you walk ask yourself to Release whatever needs to go, let “it fall down”, let it melt away …
When Thoughts come, allow them to “fall” too.
Continue until you notice something Special, whatever it may be: it is a Mirror to you, a Gift for you… Allow it to show it its “meaning”, or just accept it. Thank and go on.
Stop in a place where you feel Earth is Strong in Energy, and Absorb. Thank, and move on.
Stop in a place where you feel Safe and Comfortable, sit if possible, and (try to) open your Heart.
Thank your Heart, and our common Earth Heart, hold yours with a Hand, and Feel it.
Breathe.
Feel your Heart getting Stronger, and brave, and full of Beauty, and Gratitude.
Take it in.
When you got “enough”, visualize/imagine to Share it (Love, Peace, Energy? you choose), all around you,
to all Directions, to All Beings.
Breathe.
You are Beautiful… We all are.
You are Peace, Love, Health anf Harmony… May we All be, and remember we are..
Thank your Heart thank around you, All.
Breathe.
End with a spontaneous Prayer, or a Blessing.
Come back to Earth, to the place you are, and walk back.