No matter
how you feel, or
how ” lost” you are,
there is,
and there will be,
Room for you
to Be,
until your Death.
You are Life!
Remember,
please,
dear Friend.
Category Archives: Spiritual
It is strange…
It is strange…and amazing, and beautiful,
how we can “feel each other”…
Doing Reconnect work (online, started in the beginning of covid 19),
I did not even think about it, or consider it possible!
It was what we COULD DO THEN…
And we went on…And started to FEEL…
Now it is quite clear, for most of us, it is happening!
For one like me, not so very happy with “modern devices”, I must say…
Bless the machines, and the technology that makes “it” happen!
Words
Words
are
Seeds.
They
can
be
Seeds
of
Power
and
Creation.
After the Storm
“After the Storm,
the Sun will be back”…
I heard this through my Life.
Now that I am “old and wise????”
I’ d rather say:
“After the Storm,
something else will happen”…
“My” sweet Rock
After about 10 years of living in my garden,
yesterday this one Rock Smiled
for the very first time.
It happened before,
with other Rocks and Beings,
and I hope it will happen again.
So They do, at times.
I am grateful, and touched.
I did not take a picture,
it is Magic and Sacred.
Fog
My first day of the year
was blessed by thick Fog.
By the Ocean,
Sky and Water had melted…
By the Earth,
All was blurred, surrealistic.
Being in Instant Meditation…
Concepts and Thoughts were washed away,
meaningless,
and Sounds reduced.
One big Cloud of Nothingness,
One gentle Breath of Drops.
I take it like a good Omen.
Love you, Fog.
Me, then…
I thought my Body was Me.
Me, behind,
beyond,
is still there.
The package has changed.
Universes
Universes
into
Universes,
and
It
is
All
Life
Winter Solstice 2021
WINTER SOLSTICE
The Sun disappears, in orange, yellow and gold.
The Night, clear, cold and crispy takes over.
We…
Enjoy both, intake both,
Be with both.
It was…
The longest Night of the year,
and now the Sun is Reborn!
We connect to Earth,
we connect to Spirit.
we connect to Light.
We go in and see.
We give Gratitude
and Blessings…
.
Much we learned,
much we experienced,
much is still to be done…
We discharge from all Burdens,
from all unfulfilled Dreams,
We Forgive.
We look at our World,
we bless it, and
we Forgive.
We Pray.
Together,
we plant deep deep
into our inner Earth,
fresh Visions for us all.
We lighten the Fire,
and know that Light is Growing,
as our Seeds below.
We celebrate together,
and share moments of Joy, Power
and Communion with our Friends.
Happy new year!
“Reconnect” feedback, in Danish
I proudly present a Feedback that touched my Heart.
From a Danish student. Thank you!
1000 tak for alle de Reconnect du har afholdt. Det har, for mig, været givende pĂ¥ bĂ¥de det fysiske, psykiske og spirituelle plan.
Det er altsĂ¥ helt fantastisk, en gang om ugen at connecte med alle i cirklen, at du gang pĂ¥ gang fører os til underfundige steder og til givende møder med spirit. Jeg er altid super tryg ved at være i din cirkel og rejse ud i space/til mine indre steder, nĂ¥r du styrer visualiseringerne.
Jeg fĂ¥r jordforbindelse, tanker op og kommer i kontakt med indre oplevelser/billeder, jeg kan bruge som ressourcebilleder i min hverdag. Det er da fantastisk. Jeg fĂ¥r et indre stĂ¥sted, jeg altid kan komme tilbage til og hente hvile, styrke, ro, overblik mm. Indre steder/connections jeg kan gĂ¥ til og stille spørgsmĂ¥l.
ja, Reconnect er det helt rette ord for cirklen. Jeg/vi/spirit/krop reconnecter hver gang.
Det er rart du er Ă¥ben for gruppens energi og hvad vi gĂ¥r og tumler med, uden at nogen kommer til at fylde for meget.
Jeg vil sige at Reconnect er som at fĂ¥ et værdifuldt smykke, der bare fĂ¥r flere og flere facetter, jeg bliver spejlet gennem og kan glimte fra.
Min intuition er blevet bedre, ting sker. Jeg har endda kunnet hjælpe andre med at finde styrke, ved at fortælle om nogle af mine møder/indsigter fra visualiseringerne.
Det lyder mĂ¥ske kedeligt, men jeg synes formen er super.
Jeg har ikke brug for noget andet, noget mere… Bare mere af det du allerede gør.
Change coming?
“Deep Mystery,
and Spirit within me,
help me
open my Eyes to See,
and my Heart to Feel.
Help me realize my true Nature,
and my true Powers,
and how best to serve within them.
Thank you.”
corona “lessons”?
Some of us, at least, will agree on the “lessons” (if we may call them this way) of this weird and confusing time.
We try to navigate as well as possible, keeping ourselves open to who and what we feel for.
We may doubt, we may fall in quiet/or loud desperation, and we rise again, or we may feel ok.
“Bananas” it goes, or so we are told…But…
We Humans are adaptable, “good” or “bad” as this may be…
And, as a friend says “negative has become positive” right now…(see test results:)
A potential “lesson” I became aware of, (or maybe I already had, but it is forgotten now), is the unpredictability of this moment in time…
Things are changing again and again…
“Unpredictability” is always there in our Lives, we just tend to “forget” it, in our “need and wish for security”.
It is like a “wake up call”, a violent “shake”, an earthquake, happening all around, and inside ourselves.
It can be compared to a “Death”, or to the carpet being taken away under our feet. We stumble, and sometimes fall, but we learn big time.
In this case, it all may be blown extra up by media, but our ability to “be with” change and “deal with it” is still a serious and important quality!
So, we are “tested” on how we manage, how we act/react, what and how we do to live through this, not just survive.
In our “very predictable world” of “we got everything we need, and much more”, electricity, food, devices, and so on, we are “shaken”… Maybe we will become a little more humble?
Appreciate and praise what “really matters”, choose, discard, clean up, and
… See what is left.
Take care, be well!
Mandalas
At times, the “answers”,
or the “Truth”,
are so close, and so clear
that we do not see them,
or the “whole”, at all.
The Mandala is looking at us,
we look,
and we find it complex.
We are not ” the Mandala”, yet…
…One day we will “know”…
…?…
“Belonging”… a question
Whom or what do we belong to,
and why/if do we have the urge?
And at the same we talk loud,
and praise,
and look for Freedom?
Can the two align,
and can they collide?
Is it a “real need”,
or something we have “learned”
to believe is “necessary”?
When we say “my”, and “mine”,
does it make sense at all?
If we are One,
we “belong” already…
And are we free then?
Since we belong to Creation…
to Life and Death,
and the tribe of Human kind,
if we belong to Spirit
what more do we need?
:)
The Sun
will
soon
be
Reborn,
Trust.
Surprise
Oh yes, I had tried before, and I will never forget.
It happened in la Biennale in Venice, (international Art exhibition every two years)… what feels like hundred years ago, and the experience is still fresh, and will always stay there. And then again here in Copenhagen once, and now.
In a dark, windy, and rainy evening, I walked to Copenhagen Contemporary. I knew I had to go, but not why.
The exhibition was mainly “good”, interesting, elegant, some objects surprising…
An entrance, not so obvious, but attracting… I got in.
Large room, everything white, smoky, or foggy…
An illuminated Sun/Moon/Flower at the rear, in the center… Light slowly moving from dim to almost nothing…
Like meeting Spirit, like meeting Silence, like being on the Mountains at Sunrise… It was Wonderful!
I sat there, and kept on sitting there… I could have sit there for hours…
Instant Illumination, Trance or Meditation, immediate clearing up the head, or…? And…?
So strong! Beauty, Beauty, Beauty!
The second surprise came at the end of my visit, again, unexpected.
A big room, white, round, with light blue on the floor… No walls!
There I was, trancing again, this time in… Space…
Sitting there, and sitting there, no thoughts…
Thank you, thank you, thank you Artists!
Art and Spirituality do touch at times, certainly!
It is and sounds very poor to describe the “rooms” like this.
One “has to” experience them, to be there, to feel…, (and maybe the experience will not be as strong as it was for me).
I was “blown away”…
in Magic!
And I still have one “room” to visit, I will be back:) !
location: Copenhagen Contemporary Art center
photo: mine as usual…
Presents come…thousand ways…
… From receiving,
from giving,
from accepting,
and from refusing.
From action,
and from no action.
From all kinds of Beings.
Big, small, symbolic.
Equally important they all are.
Awareness and Gratitude are what matters.
The Eis is coming
The Eis is coming,
its fantastic Shapes,
its Creations, its Miracles
will soon reappear.
Its fresh and clear Nights
and Days,
its Purity, its Magic,
and its Cold will wake us up…
and if we are lucky,
our Sun,
or the Snow, will shine too.
Shine from Above, Shine from Below…
Double SHINE!
When we remove ? or embrace?…
The “corona monster”, like a few other “monsters” is still thriving…
Now, the new “corona monster” is maybe coming…
I hear and see us, and even me, getting “nervous”, again, again.
How and why to remove our Fear,
when Fear is a “normal”, human,
and even healthy reaction to “unwished stuff”?
I try to figure it out…
So…I…
Look at the “Monster”,
Whatever “monster” it is,
and whatever consequences the “monster” creates, as objective as possible
(remove for a moment the “Passion” attached to it, if one can, one can always try).
(Breathe deep!:)
Look into myself,
and see what consequences my reaction creates, and FEEL IT.
(Breathe deep!:)
Look and see what consequences it creates in my Life
and social Relations (again, as objective as possible).
(Breathe deep!:)
Choose what I want to contribute with,
and to GIVE ONÂ to our Human family,
and to the Global Energy on Earth…
(Breathe deep:)
Do I wish to enlarge the Fear,
Or do I want to embrace it, and make it a Friend,
So that it is not so scary, and not so “important” any more?
Come on Fear, show your “real face”,
Come on “monsters” , show yourselves!
(Breathe deep:)
And any time “it” comes back,
The “new mantra” I will repeat…
And I will REMEMBER all the “good stuff” STILL GOING ON:).
(And breathe deep).
Taken
We were taken in the Forest,
and brought to a massive Root.
What was there?
An unknown Heat caressed our Heads.
We were safe, there, we were warm, there.
We had to stay, and Feel, motionless, thoughtless, silent.
No Beings, but Presence.
Thank you!
Words are Symbols and have Power.
Thank you is not “just words”.
Let us acknowledge Gratitude, and what it creates.
Let us give a “thank you!” when we mean it,
to the Spirit world, and to Nature.
And when given to our People,
It will Enlighten both our Hearts.
Thank you!
Thank you!
Words are Symbols, therefore powerful.
A “Thank you!” is not “just words”.
Knowing what we all know by now,
and remembering the Effect and the Power of Gratitude,
not barely when we address the Spirit World,
but also when we deal within our Society, and with each each other,
we may remember to express it, when we mean it,
to acknowledge and empower the one who has shared, given, or “done something” for/to us.
It will warm both Hearts.
Thank you!
Our choices, whatever happens…
Let us…
Take care…
Keep healthy, positive, respectful and compassionate.
Keep loving and caring.
Keep on trusting, hoping and dreaming.
Keep on forgiving.
Keep Peace and Beauty in your Heart.
Keep on smiling, and playing.
Choose what brings Fruits to ourselves,
and to the ones around us.
Keep on praying and working for our Earth.
What else can we do?
Our challenge, our possibility? Corona…
So, it seems not to stop: we are still getting sick, some of us die.
Are we told the “truth”, are we told “lies”, not to me to judge, everyone is free to believe in anything that fits them.
Though…
However we choose to consider this “thing”, it seems to be happening, and it seems to continue, all around.
Ignoring it completely would be, in my opinion, a little “silly”… Or?
Fixing “too much” on it would be, (in my opinion), creating extra “paranoia”, and taking our focus away from the rest of our Lives, from the thousand ways we have to improve and grow, from our otherwise “corona-free” Relations, and so on…(think that we came so far…it does not need to be so bloody important! Or?)…
F… CORONA, (work with HEALTH and ENERGY instead!)
Now, in some countries (and growing), governments are trying to push it so far that one may loose one’s job if one denies vaccination…
Insanity, most of us will agree, and a violent attack on our Freedom, but…
What “reasonable” options are there? Test,test, some say.
Or…that we all get sick, and see what happens, who stays and who goes? Maybe. I got no solution, like most of us, only questions.
The worst of all this happening right now, is the POLARIZATION of our opinions.
Some of us are becoming extreme, and angry (anxiety=fear= anger=stress causes unbalance in our systems, we all know by now, we got “better” to do!), and…
Communication stops between the “two opinion groups”, when we get to that subject.
We are loosing each other!!!!
We are disconnecting!!!
We are becoming “enemies”, “soldiers” against “soldiers”, it can turn to war!
What on hell are we doing?
Don’t we need to be CAREFUL?
Do we wish, do we need “this extra war” in our World, between our Friends and Families?
Is “so little” needed to fuck us all up?
Is it that we are choosing?
Disrupt communication, one of our most precious things? Battle each other, instead of “fighting” for other important matters?
Our Earth is sick, and we get lost in “this”?
Have we become so “foolish”? Do we really wish to loose our precious time in “bad energy?”.
Or, maybe, “this” has arrived to give us a possibility to grow, see clearly where and how we get stuck, and develop from there? Then we could almost call it a “blessing in disguise”?…
We all, each one, have the “right”and “duty” to discern and to express our meaning.
Should we not try to TALK about this with each other, from both “parties”? See if we can find “reasonable” points where we still can DEAL with each other and try to live “in harmony” , SUPPORTING one another through this tough time?
Use our energy for PEACE and STOPPING POLLUTION INSTEAD?
If I had “real” solutions, they would be written here now. Grounding is always helpful, relating to Earth, and letting go of our “upset” nerves, and aggressions.
From the shamanic point of view, this is an unbalance created as reaction to something else: for the ones who believe in prayers, positive energy, thankfulness, blessings, and offerings, we got much to do, and we need to.
We need to talk to Nature, and to Spirit.
Otherwise…
Choose COMMUNICATION!
Think, feel, and try to SHARE your opinion, in RESPECT. If we try, we may succeed!
So we can MOVE FORWARD, in PEACE!.
Decisions…
So… finally I got at Peace with myself regarding “selling” (or better trying to sell, my things, what I can, and do), or better trying to do so, (see facebook, and media in general).
Not much difference than before, I will just keep on doing how it feels “right”, when it feels “right”, nothing more than that… Simple.
But…
Relaxed now!
The Energy in it has changed.
After some (not so many though), frustrations, doubts, and a “little” self criticism for not being “good enough” in “marketing”, I clearly realized , that I DO NOT NEED to force me .
That is it.
Simple, humble… I DO NOT WISH, and I DO NOT NEED.
Obvious!
Wonderful!
The stress is out.
I SURRENDER to me.
A little piece of new Freedom
that no one will probably notice.
Process, processes…
I got fruitful presents for my birthday this year, and thank you all for that!:)
A couple of friends gave me a consultation with a woman they themselves use.
I otherwise rarely go to any kind of treatment, but the moment this was “offered” , I had been through a heavy depression of which I could not see the reason of, ’cause I had none, and that felt weird.
Later I found out that one of my pro bono clients, whom I talked to once in a while, had touched the bottom, and had been into mental hospital with heavy depression in the same period, so I probably “picked up” on that. It made sense.
But …there is always room for development, and “new”, so I happily accepted….who does not have some kind of “issues” to go through?
The lady I was sent to was a good one, knowing and humble.
We worked fine, and of course I got more work to do…
My friends picked me up, after the “treatment”, and I was guest by them a couple of days…
In the days, they were (wonderful and sweet people as they are) very concerned about allowing me time “to process”, I was left alone in Nature, given time and space, asked if I was ok, and so on. Very respectful!
So there I was, out from my comfort zone, told that I had to “process”… Usually, I work a different way, but I guessed “things” are somehow the same, are they?
The “process theme” went right to my brain, I started thinking “how you do this?”, no go… I felt “lost” like a kid who did not know what or how to do… (please do not laugh about me…)
Thinking…Loss of time and precious energy…
If I called it “ground the power”, “connect to nature/to yourself”, “let go, and relax”, “digest”, …it felt better, more true…
…”feel/ allow the energy move in you”… , “rely on the energy/movement reset you”…
Even “more right”…
Peace came to me at last, and I forgot all about “the process”…
That is probably when it really started to happen…
The “process” was then finally “allowed to be”,
and it is rolling…
đŸ™‚
Autumn
Some would say :” Facing Decay”…
One could say “Right you are, why should I, it makes me sad”…
Decay is part of Change, part of Nature, part of the Transformation “It All” on Earth goes through.
Like our Bodies, and all other Beings’s Bodies, all Material, it decays.
Without looking at this one Transformation, we would not “know it all”,
it is All there, for us to learn.
And it All is somehow beautiful, enriching, teaching us.
Life, Death, and the IN BETWEENS.
Halloween…
… The celebration of our Dead and Ancestors.
Who would we be without our Roots? In “good or bad” our Ancestors count, and so do our Friends and Partners who have apparently left this world.
Them all, they shaped who we are, what we do, what we think and believe, how far we got…
From the ancient ones, to the ones we met, them all, contributed to the story of Earth as it is, and to who we are now.
Our dna, no joke, our Energy, our story, no joke.
In some families, the heritage is a hard burden, in others is joy.
Nevertheless, without them, we would not be here, or maybe not?
In some cultures, there is joy in this celebration.
“They” come and visit us for a moment, sharing our earthy goods, our food, our drink, our flowers. We party together.
In others, Death and the Dead are dangerous, far, painful, and the contact risky, Spirits and Ghosts are banded away, as far as possible.
Obviously they should not stay attached to this Reality, it is not their home any longer, but denying them, what is that good for? Denying, splitting, avoiding…
So, whatever your choice or belief is, honor and respect are fine!
Let us honor them in our memory, and ask for Guidance from their not-earthy Wisdom.
And for us who work “different”, let us give “them”, or the ones who have no one to pray for them, a “bridge” to move further.
Death is just “another place”.
All in Peace and Compassion.
Good celebration!
Foto from collaboration/art installation between artist Marie J. Engelsvold and Ada, years ago. Thanks, it was good!
Letters
…went out of fashion,what feels like ages ago, long away in the pasta.
Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!
Reading it touched me…I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I did.
How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem!Like in those old days, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished.
I had forgotten how it felt, it felt good and strong and intimate and true. My handwritting, energy and concentration or if you want let go and open, my Heart opening, the time dedicated, all those gifts…given to a paper to be received by someone…
A humble,simple and beautyful experience, alive again….:)
Letters
…went out of fashion,what feels like ages ago, long away in the pasta.
Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!
Reading it touched me…I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I did.
How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem!Like in those old days, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished.
I had forgotten how it felt, it felt good and strong and intimate and true. My handwritting, energy and concentration or if you want let go and open, my Heart opening, the time dedicated, all those gifts…given to a paper to be received by someone…
A humble,simple and beautyful experience, alive again….:)