Some of us, at least, will agree on the “lessons” (if we may call them this way) of this weird and confusing time.
We try to navigate as well as possible, keeping ourselves open to who and what we feel for.
We may doubt, we may fall in quiet/or loud desperation, and we rise again, or we may feel ok.
“Bananas” it goes, or so we are told…But…
We Humans are adaptable, “good” or “bad” as this may be…
And, as a friend says “negative has become positive” right now…(see test results:)
A potential “lesson” I became aware of, (or maybe I already had, but it is forgotten now), is the unpredictability of this moment in time…
Things are changing again and again…
“Unpredictability” is always there in our Lives, we just tend to “forget” it, in our “need and wish for security”.
It is like a “wake up call”, a violent “shake”, an earthquake, happening all around, and inside ourselves.
It can be compared to a “Death”, or to the carpet being taken away under our feet. We stumble, and sometimes fall, but we learn big time.
In this case, it all may be blown extra up by media, but our ability to “be with” change and “deal with it” is still a serious and important quality!
So, we are “tested” on how we manage, how we act/react, what and how we do to live through this, not just survive.
In our “very predictable world” of “we got everything we need, and much more”, electricity, food, devices, and so on, we are “shaken”… Maybe we will become a little more humble?
Appreciate and praise what “really matters”, choose, discard, clean up, and
So, it seems not to stop: we are still getting sick, some of us die.
Are we told the “truth”, are we told “lies”, not to me to judge, everyone is free to believe in anything that fits them.
Though…
However we choose to consider this “thing”, it seems to be happening, and it seems to continue, all around.
Ignoring it completely would be, in my opinion, a little “silly”… Or?
Fixing “too much” on it would be, (in my opinion), creating extra “paranoia”, and taking our focus away from the rest of our Lives, from the thousand ways we have to improve and grow, from our otherwise “corona-free” Relations, and so on…(think that we came so far…it does not need to be so bloody important! Or?)…
F… CORONA, (work with HEALTH and ENERGY instead!)
Now, in some countries (and growing), governments are trying to push it so far that one may loose one’s job if one denies vaccination…
Insanity, most of us will agree, and a violent attack on our Freedom, but…
What “reasonable” options are there? Test,test, some say.
Or…that we all get sick, and see what happens, who stays and who goes? Maybe. I got no solution, like most of us, only questions.
The worst of all this happening right now, is the POLARIZATION of our opinions.
Some of us are becoming extreme, and angry (anxiety=fear= anger=stress causes unbalance in our systems, we all know by now, we got “better” to do!), and…
Communication stops between the “two opinion groups”, when we get to that subject.
We are loosing each other!!!!
We are disconnecting!!!
We are becoming “enemies”, “soldiers” against “soldiers”, it can turn to war!
What on hell are we doing?
Don’t we need to be CAREFUL?
Do we wish, do we need “this extra war” in our World, between our Friends and Families?
Is “so little” needed to fuck us all up?
Is it that we are choosing?
Disrupt communication, one of our most precious things? Battle each other, instead of “fighting” for other important matters?
Our Earth is sick, and we get lost in “this”?
Have we become so “foolish”? Do we really wish to loose our precious time in “bad energy?”.
Or, maybe, “this” has arrived to give us a possibility to grow, see clearly where and how we get stuck, and develop from there? Then we could almost call it a “blessing in disguise”?…
We all, each one, have the “right”and “duty” to discern and to express our meaning.
Should we not try to TALK about this with each other, from both “parties”? See if we can find “reasonable” points where we still can DEAL with each other and try to live “in harmony” , SUPPORTING one another through this tough time?
Use our energy for PEACE and STOPPING POLLUTION INSTEAD?
If I had “real” solutions, they would be written here now. Grounding is always helpful, relating to Earth, and letting go of our “upset” nerves, and aggressions.
From the shamanic point of view, this is an unbalance created as reaction to something else: for the ones who believe in prayers, positive energy, thankfulness, blessings, and offerings, we got much to do, and we need to.
We need to talk to Nature, and to Spirit.
Otherwise…
Choose COMMUNICATION!
Think, feel, and try to SHARE your opinion, in RESPECT. If we try, we may succeed!
So… finally I got at Peace with myself regarding “selling” (or better trying to sell, my things, what I can, and do), or better trying to do so, (see facebook, and media in general).
Not much difference than before, I will just keep on doing how it feels “right”, when it feels “right”, nothing more than that… Simple.
But…
Relaxed now!
The Energy in it has changed.
After some (not so many though), frustrations, doubts, and a “little” self criticism for not being “good enough” in “marketing”, I clearly realized , that I DO NOT NEED to force me .
…went out of fashion,what feels like ages ago, long away in the pasta.
Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!
Reading it touched me…I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I did.
How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem!Like in those old days, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished.
I had forgotten how it felt, it felt good and strong and intimate and true. My handwritting, energy and concentration or if you want let go and open, my Heart opening, the time dedicated, all those gifts…given to a paper to be received by someone…
A humble,simple and beautyful experience, alive again….:)
…went out of fashion most places, what feels like ages ago, long away in the past.
Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, lucky me! I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!
Reading it touched me… But I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I finally did.
How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem! Like in those “old days”, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished…..I had forgotten how it felt: it felt good and strong and intimate and true.
I came to consider…
My handwriting, energy and concentration (or if you want let go and open), my Heart and the time dedicated to the letter, all those “gifts”… given to a paper to be received by someone… an old friend… Investment of… for a human purpose…Important! A gift of energy!
A humble, simple and beautiful experience, alive again….:)
No wonder we still use it in “personal development” or in “therapy”… 🙂
The price of the sending was another story, horrible high, but what do do? Our world has changed, and we have changed, has it? Have we?
…went out of fashion,what feels like ages ago, long away in the pasta.
Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!
Reading it touched me…I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I did.
How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem!Like in those old days, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished.
I had forgotten how it felt, it felt good and strong and intimate and true. My handwritting, energy and concentration or if you want let go and open, my Heart opening, the time dedicated, all those gifts…given to a paper to be received by someone…
A humble,simple and beautyful experience, alive again….:)
…went out of fashion,what feels like ages ago, long away in the pasta.
Most of us do not receive handwritten letters any longer, but a short time ago, I got one from a friend from teen-age times, wonderful!
Reading it touched me…I had to find the “right time and energy” to answer, and yesterday I did.
How to explain oneself and one’s life after so many years? No problem!Like in those old days, the empty page opened and words were created from a deep deep warm place inside myself, and they rolled and rolled down until it was finished.
I had forgotten how it felt, it felt good and strong and intimate and true. My handwritting, energy and concentration or if you want let go and open, my Heart opening, the time dedicated, all those gifts…given to a paper to be received by someone…
A humble,simple and beautyful experience, alive again….:)
In connection with the Equinox, and the diminishing of natural Light from now on, I got inspired to talk about our enviromental- responsibility . Prayers are good, but actions are too.
Following we all know, but tend to forget maybe?
We have two plans we ought to look into: the inner, and the outer. What is healthy for us as Human Beings, and what is healthy for our enviroment and the Planet?
Choices have to be taken and the “discipline” kept and refreshed.
We all are going to use more electricity now, to balance the missing of Light. Checking out how much electricity we need, instead of abusing it? Switching off what is possible?
And many of us are going to use more net maybe, more phone? Maybe meeting people live instead , and mobile free days? Let us check it out and reduce wisely.
Many of us are going to start our warming systems, whatever it is. Use that wisely, where and when necessary?
And maybe drive more car? Using our little trips to byke or exercise our feet, and our bodies instead?
We are going to use more Food, and more Water, . Cleaner food if we can afford it ? Let us check it out and reduce or change wisely.
How much do we really need to wash our clothes? Air does the same, it removes most smells if we allow it to.
Water we can save by turning it off when we brush teeth, while we soap our hands, by recycling water that is almost clean to give our gardens, or our toilet, less meaningless showers, better quality and really enjoyed ones? And washing small clothing items while we are there anyway?
Our rubbish sorted out, it is wonderful and feels so good! It worthy!
Donations instead of greed? Second hand or/and exchange?
The list can go on. We all know what we “should” do, we just need to reflect once a while, and keep it up.
Let us take a WOW here on the Equinox, a wow about respecting ourselves and the Earth as much as we can.
IT IS ABSOLUTELY AND TOTALLY WORTHY, NO MATTER HOW SMALL OUR STEPS ARE! THEY WILL BECOME BIGGER AND HAVE A DEEPER IMPACT! TOGETHER WITH PRAYER AND GOOD ENERGY WE MAKE THE CHANGE POSSIBLE.
Maybe, as one gets older, (or , at least me) , one reflects more? or less? Actually both…
Maturity called “the age of Wisdom”, let us hope and trust 🙂
Getting older is quite fine, one has been around for a long while, one has tried and lived what one wishes, and maybe knows what to try and how to live next, and what is worthy in one’s Life.
And , lucky enough, everything is still put upside down, and downside up, it just has less drama than before…or the drama lasts less time…Approaching the fact that Infinity on this Earth is not an option, as one maybe thought earlier…
Blah, blah, blah… as I usually say “Very good!”…
So through this Miracle, and our Mama and Papa, we arrived here this time.
And through all kinds of other Miracles, Growth, Defeat, Victories, Nonsense, and Creations, here we are, celebrating, or not celebrating, another Birthday…
Our own Wheel of our own Life… Who are we, what have we become, what have we done?
The lucky ones get lots of good Wishes from many Dear ones, good Energy!
And for this, our Relation, and our Experiences so far, and here and now, we (I) are deeply Grateful, and Smile!
You honor me (and by our connection) yourself, You bless me and yourself…
I honor you (and by our connection) myself , I bless you and myself …